Tuesday, March 10, 2009
HAha. wooooo.
ok. can u guys read this? i dunno for some reason all my past posts have been super tiny.
lolz. sec4 is a whirlwind.
every other second i am agonized by the sheer memory that im sitting for O levels THIS YEAR.
waah. i can type soo fast on the laptop.
komputer riba. haha. love it so much.
i wana keep it foreva. >_>
right. all this time and not a single post??
wht to do? my fingers r always busy typing out instant messages or writing notes or doing homeowork. but mostly it's IM-ing. ehehe. =__=;;
see? even now i cant concentrate. wehh )'=
wooh. Az will be gone the rest of the week. exams. sadd. now i got no fwen to merepek2 with until 12 am.
well actually there's still Ria. yeah. i'll bug her =P
and OMG HOUSE IS BACK!! SEASON 5!!
oh DAMN i waited like half a year for it! HALF A YEAR! u know how long that is? it's like a few seconds short of forever!! D:<
hugh. u ROCK. u're hottt and cute and soo talented omg. haha =D
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5:11 AM
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Saturday, February 7, 2009
like, yea.
nowadays i'm just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.
sooooooo much to dew. sooo busy. sooooo little sleep.
sobsobsob.
normally around this time i'd launch into how i'm
[soo omg] secFOAR already.
but really, it's not very amusing.
what's amusing is, though, how this much workload can actually be LEGAL.
oh, dang.
FiqhTauhidBioMalayEngArabEMath
*groaann*
dropdeadexhausted!
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7:25 AM
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
hi guys! today, i'm gonna answer this survey in alien talk as a tribute to the book i just finished XD
1)Last night, did u go to sleep happily?`
no. =( blaaty nightmares. wary scary.
2)When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone?
`in front of my podmates in the school toilet back when i still, like, DID do p.e.
3)Anyone told you a secret this week?
` nope.
4) Did you have a good day yesterday?
` 'twas okay.
5) What was the highlight of today?
` pizza. yum yum.
6) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
` when i should.
7) What happened at 3:00am today?
` how should i blaaty know?
8) When was the last time you took a picture with your number 1 friend?
` podmates don't like taking pictures.
10) Do you hate anyone?
` maybe.
11) Do they know who they are?
` they dunnoe whafa hit them =)
12) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
` umm, seaweed? HAHAHA
13) When did you last cry?
` few days ago. don't really rememory it.
14) Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor?
` naw.
15) Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
` yeah, i think.
17) When was the last time you bought something?
`just now.
18) Have you ever told someone you love them?
` blaaty yes.
19) Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you know you're wrong?
` i guess it, like, depends, ya?
21) Where are you ytd?
` like, somewhere.
22) Is there anyone that calls you baby?
` har har har har har no.
23) In the next 2 months what are you looking forward to the most?
` starting the new school year? but, like, i guess that's not something whafa normally look forward to, ya?
24) Why?
` i don't blaaty know!
25) Who did you last called?
` i don't.. know.
26) What are you thinking of right now?
` not much, really.
27) When and where was the last timeyou partied?
` =_= not really my thing.
30) Have you ever sat and waited for someone to come online?
` for, like, projects? ya.
31) When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
` don't rememory that, either.
33) Did you tell someone something today?
` that's kinda like, general, hmm?
34) Do you like make-up?
` yea.
35) Do you like dressing up?
` duh? hence the make-up? hello?
36) Have you ever considered a sex change?
` full-frontal crazy much?
38) What will you buy next?
` i don't know.
32) Have any crazy family members?
` no no, they're all sane thank you very much. (except maybe my brother HAHAHA)
39) Are you bored?
` YES.
40) What's on your mind right now
`????????
41) What are you wearing
` silver helmet and a silk robe with lots of frills and bunny ears. =__=
42) Any plans for today?
` no.
44) What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
` mom=)
45) What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?
` whafa gatorade?
46) What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
` my exam results! hahaha.
48) What's beside you right now?
` na~ni~mo~nai desu.
49) Where do you want to be right now?
` right here is fine X)
50)what is it that you find so hard to forget?
` syafiqaaaaaaaah! haha! XD
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10:22 PM
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
one of the coolest things just happened. (if you could call it that)
so anyway, me and my bro were having dinner a few minutes ago.
and i was using spoon and fork, due to this freshly-cooked scalding-hot egg on my plate.
so then my stickboy of a brother took a drink carton from the fridge, and asked me to open the straw's plastic wrapping. since his hand was dirty.
so, just to fool with him, i took the straw off the carton but didn't take it out.
so he was like"take it out, silly!"
so i was like, "ohhohoo you called me silly i'm not opening it for you"
then he started kicking the table.
"ohoho i'm not gonna open it even more"
then he started screaming, super high pitch, one of those sounds that'll give you permanent ear damage if you listen too long.
so i had to shout louder than him, waay louder, to get through his not-fully-developed-yet-i-guess skull.
so i was like
"SHUUT UUUUUUUPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"and he stopped immediately.and i thought, "cooool" hahaha.
but then my Grandma, all the way in her room heard.
so did a few neighours, i think.
it *was* the loudest i could manage, after all. for a moment there i thought i was gonna permanently rip up my vocal cords.
i guess not. haha XP *whew*
soo anniieeewayy,
i'm, like, really sad, cuz two teachers are leaving (in fact, have left) us
to another phase
of their lives.
hahah. got you in a bit of suspense there huh? heeheehee.
speaking of which, GYAAA GEO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS??
seriously, it's superduper suckish.
i mean, it even got me thinking, "it can't get worse from here, can it?"
i have a hunch that it can, but i reeeeaallyy hope not.
wheee, these past few days were awesome!
i mean, anime after anime after anime after anime!
i ACTUALLY finished TWO anime series DURING the exams. i can't believe it.
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Elfen Lied, which had 13 episodes.
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and Special A, which had 24 episodes.
totall would be (13 +24) x 25 = 925 mins = 15.42 hours of anime.
hwaah! awesomeness! those two animes were EPIC!
well, Elfen Lied was, anyway.
Special A's awesome too actually.
so now i'm currently watching about 6 animes at the same time.
wow, that's gotta be a record.
this includes: Rosario+Vampire, Kannagi, Chocolate UnderGround, Bleach,
Junjou Romantica, and Zombie Loan.
i mean, i've got lotsa time on my hands now that exams are over. why not eh?
yeah yeah i know, why not go to the library? it's waaay more beneficial, and it'll get my bum off my seat once in a while.
yeah, well, i guess i could. >.>
haha. time to watch bleach. bai!
Zaffie<3
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3:32 AM
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
nee!!
why's everyone suddenly acting wierdly?
suddenly my own friends are acting like they don't like me.
why? ? ? ? ? ? ?
was it just me or was Asmaa avoiding me again?
it was like she was doing everything to get away from me.
she didn't even smile at me.
well, maybe cuz i didn't smile at her first, but why do I always have to be the first to smile.
she's already breaking her promise to "try and smile more".
and what's up with Farah? she gets all defensive at the slightest irk.
and recently it's been like, "oh, i can't live without asmaa, i don't care about anyone else."
i mean, sure, i hang out with Ria alot now, mostly because i'm sitting next to her.
even so, she kinda forgets about me with Farah around.
then again, Farah forgets about me when asmaa is around.
and asmaa, she doesn't need anyone to forget about me. (lol)
but it's not like i don't forget any of them.
it's just, all of that wierd behaviour's been really weighing down on me lately.
maybe it's gotten worse, or i'm just paranoid.
and trust me, i'd love to say that i'm just paranoid.
and then Saffie, she's neutral most of the time, but seems more comfortable with Asmaa.
-sigh- smay's more loved than she thinks she is.
and me? i'm just a banana peel tossed aside only to trip someone seconds after.
but it's not like i don't have any other friends.
like Dal, but she's got her own clique.
so does Amy.
TT^TT
so i guess the main question now is what am i doing wrong? is God mad at me?
it's really difficult. it's REALLY difficult.
-sigh-
so anyway, today's probably the last day i'll see Cher Sarinah for a long time.
it's sad, really sad.
oh cher, i'll really miss you. ='(
//X_X\\
~zaf~
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5:00 AM
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
kay, so.
am taking a break from studying.
my nose still kinda hurts from all the sneezing and blowing today.
some of u might've noticed the sneezing today. har har.
andd... today's
TUESDAY! so, obviously, took the nap as soon as i got home, cause
TUESDAY = NAP DAYam i not right, fellow maarifians?
(crickets)well, owkay then. so exams start, like, next week.
i'm not sure if i should panic. it keeps coming and going, coming and going.
cuz, seriously, there isn't very much to study.
(what the tooot?!?! u say. is this girl crazy??)
hmph. i guess. kay?
whatever. gonna go back to studying now.
(>^^)><(^^)><(^^<)
dew thuh dance!
<33 zaffie.
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3:31 AM
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
i think,
a whole night of nothing but 45 minutes of sleep is finally taking it's toll on me.
at first i felt terribly lightheaded, like my head was replaced with an air-filled (not helium!) balloon.
it was like my head would fly right off my shoulders at the slightest turn.
and then it was a few hours of hyper-activeness, and high speed (nonsensical) chatter.
and finally what i'm feeling now, slightly heavy with a tendency to fall asleep if i stay still for too long.
so now u ask, why the toot did i stay up all night last night?
two words. sugar rush.
note to self: don't EVA eat chocolates/drink tea/ both before sleeping.
i was wide awake all night, blinking dumbly at the dark.
man, i shoulda dragged my blanket to the living room and watched TV or something.
and then, i was sneezing my face off half the night.
and my room light went on and off, on and off.
until subuh the next morning when i went to the kitchen where my grandma was cooking she asked me, "Firah takle tido eh?"
i was like "uhhhh.... uhh.... *nods*"
and so i continued my futile efforts to sleep till about 8 a.m.
i tried lots of things, warm milk, honey, warm bath.
nothing worked.
in the end i gave up, knowing my body would, at one moment, wear itself out and i'll finally faint of exhaustion.
oh, that sounded gooooood.
it's a very confusing situation to be in, with your body limp and weighing you down, your bones heavy in their muscel casing, whilst your nervous system refuses to accept the fact that it's BEDTIME, DAMMIT.
sending buzzing impulses to your fingers and toes every few seconds.
what dismayed me most was how distorted my face was, deprived of the 8 essential hours of sleep.
my eyebags like mini-cushions, ultimately shrinking my eyes.
finally around 9 am, i folded my arms before me on the computer table and slept like how i'd sleep in class when teacher's not around.
oh, that 45 minutes was wonderful.
my next appointment with unconsciousness came with the 3rd house of the day, my other grandma's.
curled up on my aunt's bed and shut my eyes.
oh, heaven.
i woke up to the sound of (very) loud laughter in the living room.
oh, more kin, lovely.
as much as i desperately wanted to, i knew i couldn't sleep through this one, it'd be embarrassing.
so i grappled around for my long wraparound scarf and half-clumsily put it on.
checked my appearance in the mirror. okay, the components of my face were (fortunately)proportionate.
and....... well, they're still out in the living room now. and i'm still in my aunt's room blogging about sleep on her computer.
i wonder if i qualify as a sociopath, now.
House? what do u think?
right. i haven't done anything particularly illegal, or, in my case, anything that gives me reason to shun society.
aren't those two the same?
X)
well, so ends my hari raya entry.
adieu,
Zaf.
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2:30 AM
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who? who?? ME!
